soo, yeah my phone is being SO STUPID right now, random? i dont care. i'm so sick of this piece of crap. i'm so ready for an exact replica of Yinka's magnimous phone. ahhh That'd be a glorious dayy, forreal! so right now, i'm talkin to Yinka,Will, & Kendrick. about three different subjects on Gtalk. &I'm lookin forward to Galveston tomrw, ayeee. gonna be fun!? (: tehe. Uh thhis was just a random blog i felt like doin since i DONT have anything else to do.

but on the real!

add me on gtalk : Chellzbellz.2011@gmail.com(:

i accept everybody!! tehe.

out!

So basically, what i've FINALLY realized was, that you cannot ! force something thats not their. Like what the hell ? Why'd i get so mad? he's not my man, so what if he canceled. idc? right?... I dont !? I guess that's like exactly what I needed. shiiii. Im so stupid, why the hell do I let him take control of my happiness? I should NOT do that, its been 3 weeks. im o v e r him. like i been done, so why the hell am I trying so hard to please him, and be his friend ? I DONT need that kinda shit on my back, then in return of my nice-ness he treats me like SHIT? "What the HELL chelci, are you dumb or something? Lettin a nigga do that to you? hell nawwww baby, Im too damn goon to let that kinda shit happen, ha! being friends "too soon" was a really bad idea on my part, I didn't need to be his friend that soon, i just wanted something to appear out of nowhere which i knew it wasnt ? So why'd i try so hard to bring back the past ? I'm no longer indecisive of what i want done with him. i already knoe, sometime apart. as anything. friends? associates? whatever. i dont need to talk to him, that way i won't be stupid and fall back under my deppression. or fuckin read "old chats" we used to have. cause thats exactly what the hell they are. OLD! i dont need this kinda stress over a boy, that doesnt give two fucks about me. i just need time alone, not alone. just no more relationships. besides.. im happier single. right ?

first post, (:

Chris Brown, is and always will be the 2nd most amazing performer, and singer that i've ever seen ♥. He is perfect in every way. I'm extrmely proud of him for not giving up on his career, and for going on tour just show apreciation to his fans."me". When I see Chris Brown , i see a young man striving for perfection, and acceptance from not only his fans, but all of his haters also. He's come a very long way & has gotten better and better at not caring what people, think of him and the whole Rihanna situation. I love Rihanna just as much as the next person, but lets face it.

ITS CHRIS BROWN?  i love him SO MUCH MORE (:

& that is my favorite song by my man (: